As i sit and read yllsa’s post about her “failing” i feel as though i need to express something thought provoking to inspire us but i got nothing. Sadly, all i can think about is wanting to buy rollercoaster tycoon 4. i think i maybe a little addicted to gaming. i have been a gamer geek since the first atari consoles came out. “wait! are you that old?” yes, i know my youthful appearance is diecptive but i AM that old. i love roleplaying games but i also like simulation games too and it is this time of the year that i (before i had kids) could lose myself for days in a game. the holidays are very hard for me so i know i’m suppose to be posting about what i ate today (banana, eggs, popcorn, carrots fail) but i’m going to acknowledge that right now life is hard enough to not slip into an abyss of despair. so, i think for now i’m going to focus on anything that makes me smile. and if i happen to eat a cookie, albeit a glut free cookie, then i ate a cookie. i am, however, going to continue to try to regain my hottness of the past. i feel my inner skinny and she would like to wear cute clothes again.